Without noticin, it is already 26th of april... its less than 6days before i go back for a gathering with some frens i meet at fb, which all of us have in common is... we all love Japanese Pop Idol Group AKB 48~ yup~ im gona meet some other fans which stays at kl n selangor. Its reli rare 2 have some ppl 2 lk japanese idol until da level tat every1 of them. Any1 would b havin bieber fever, but they wont collect items wit him on it, ppl would crazy over any star o artist o singer bcuz they r being promoted over the whole world, but AKB48 is different, n tat makes me n da rest of da ppl loved them so much...
Akb48 is jus a group of girls hu wish 2 b idols 5years ago, they join akb and the concept of the group is to let the fans to meet their idols everyday at their nearest theater, therefore they have 2 perform everynite....(their story is 2 long 2 b translate by me here, imagine tellin ur own story frm 5yrs ago until now) In conclusion, they have bcum Japanese pop idol al by their own effort, they r nt hardsell-ed lk bieber or even any nt famous singer. n their songs r reli meaningful n have some catchy lyrics.
Well, to you who are readin my blog, u might b wonderin wat m i talkin about n y i m talkin bout tis, well... da reason is obvious... im addicted 2 it... its tat simple... i have been watchin tv shows by them, concerts, n hearin their songs frm mornin 2 nite, tryin 2 learn their dance n most importantly, their drama! Majisuka Gakuen 2!(2nd drama acted by them, worth chasin the drama every week!)... well... almost everything bout them... Whoever can guess who i lk da most among da girls would b rewarded by me if u tel me~(u can guess da type of girls i lk 2~ but i think is quite impossible tat type of girl would b my gf~)
Although i might b a bit over obsessed over it, but act there is other things in my mind sometimes 2... well.... da 1st n most occuring thing would b "HER". nt any of the Akb girls, but is some1 hu is important 2 me in my life but has left me... da reason y "SHE" is always stil in my mind would bcuz tat i cant control my feelings n my thoughts... cuz of tis 2 idiot things of human has caused me 2 b mentally n physically disturb(well im nt sure how physically disturb, but im sure thr is somethin disturb~) i always tell myself tat its impossible 2 return to the point when things turn bad cuz of my fault, but my feelings is always tryin 2 tel me 2 stay at da point 2 w8 for things 2 return 2 da point, which seems imposible... oh well... forget bout wat i write here n wat u read~ jus crappin...
I always wonder who actually understands me da most includin my parents n my frens, n how many % do they understand me... the smile on my face might seems real(or fake, doesnt reli know how does it reflects in ppl's eye) but da sorrowness under the smile is nvr shown 2 ppl lk a shadow hidden away frm da sun... i might look lk im always cheered up n always teasin ppl, but da truth is i nvr ever tell ppl wat is reli hidden away in my heart, cuz i find it reli hard 2 share it out 2 some1 whom i reli trust n whom reli know me inside out. nt even "HER"... i dun think i could recall tellin her much of wat is hidden under my fake smile mask. but the mask is slowly shreddin itself due to the increasin sorrowness hidden under it... o mayb its cuz tat i dun trust ppl? well... i did trust "HER" before, n wat "SHE" said n da promises, but now its jus felt lk betrayal(but its nt betrayal la, complicated)
Well, i wil share 1 of the videos by the Akb48, the song title is Beginner, they hav 6 dif dance sequence lead by dif members of the group, n da lyrics are meaningfull, its bout tryin 2 b better than wat we r now, n our past is jus 2 gather exp for da future(somethin lk tat, im nt gud at explainin, try n find da lyrics urself~)
3rd post of da month, ends here~ Vincent signin off 2 sleep~
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