太久没来，来解放我头脑里的疑问~

为什么人总是喜欢用小孩子的方法去解决成年人的问题的呢？虽然我不会说我很成熟或聪明，可是看到人总是做那些可笑的小动作等东西，真的很无奈。 那种问题为何就是会一直发生？虽然不是什么大件事，死人那种严重，可是每次听或看到这种事，就想回自己的经历。。。为何我那时并没有像他们那么做过呢。。。是我太笨么？还是我太没胆？虽然说每个人对待同一件事的方法都不同，可是为什么我总是看到很多的不同的人都是用同一种方法去对待那种事的呢？为何我看不到人用跟我同一类的方法对大的呢？其实我真的不想再去烦这种事了，因为真的是这些东西已经不是我再去理的时代了。。。这些东西真的已经是该成为我的过去，无论在人家的眼里我是如何的都好，我就是我，过去就是过去了，当时的决定已经是无法再改变，而造成今天的过去也是无法改变，回想也是没用的。。。

Reunion of old frens frm PRS

After writting singapore trip, da next thing 2 write is outing with old frens~ why m i writtin bout outing wit old frens? cuz its memorable, i onli able 2 meet them once a yrs~ it was long ago since i last meet them~ it was a nice day n we did a lot of things tat day~ alot of funny moments too~

1st we meet up at parade kopitiam, teng, ddl(dai dai lou), rou wei jie jie n sin mun was thr chit chattin already, when i jus sit down, they were all talkin 2 me, i dun even noe i should answer hu 1st~ lol~ den v w8 for kwan 2 reach b4 we go back 2 St canteen eat(yup, we miss da food thr~) cant believe da aunt frm da water stall stil rmb me~(cuz i always buy drinks frm her durin reccess, after schol, durin ponteng) after we go n find mr chan n others in counselling room~

It was full of ppl when we walk in, after tat we onli knew tat thr is gona b a meetin wit da lower 6 members later, so al da f5 hang out at counselling room~ we had a nice chat wit al da 3 teachers b4 we go 2 da meetin. we were lk aliens thr mayb due to we r wearin t shirts~ we left after a short moment cuz its 2 boring n it has ntg 2 do wit us~ when we r walkin out, all da members r starin at us(im sure of it), it was so paiseh, n ntg can b done...

Den we went 2 parade again n i brought them go over by my "ponteng style" walk out of da schol usin da church gate n den cross da road lk nobody's business lk i did last tm, finally i get 2 cross road as i did last tm, nt lk i dare 2 do so in kl, dono for wat reason i bcum so cowardly...

Den we hang around at popular for quite some tm, we chat alot in popular n da most funny thing is tat teng is nt even tall enuf 2 look over da short shelf in da shop even though she jump up a bit, all of us laugh lk hell.... it was so hard 2 find her in popular cuz da shelves r 2 tall compare 2 her~ haha...

After some tm, my dad called me n its tm 2 leave for me~ n i tk away a Shilin 3xL chicken back home~ it was tasty~

I guess i wil jus write until here~ a short and brief summary of tat day~ lazy me~ haha...

新加坡之akb之旅

从新加坡回来都已经1个星期了。。。现在才有空写下那旅的事~嗨。。。我是懒还是忙呢？不想回答~去了几天，但感觉上好像有很多东西要写，没法，太多细节了。。。而且我也不是很清楚那些细节的，有些都是从论坛的朋友那里看回来的。。。所以。。。我就直接从我在论坛那里写的东西copy过来就好了，然后补充点就算了。。。

我13号就10点坐巴士去新加坡了，还以为4，5点就该到了的，怎知进到新加坡而已就大塞车。。。结果6点才到，但是到了的时候姐的朋友赶着出门，所以搭了的士去姐家。。。那晚吃完东西后就一直看戏而已。。。可能就第2天要去看我的呆果而兴奋的早早去睡了。。。哈哈。。。

14号。。。
由于我早一天已经驻守在新加坡了，所以早上慢慢的准备出门的东西，之后就搭mrt去scape的。。。

开始还以为我之前去过的，到达后才发现是不认识的地方，还好有看官方网站给的地图才去到，但还是兜了一个大圈才到达。。。我到达scape时才11点多，我开始时看到一个队伍我还以为是要排队等进餐厅吃东西之类的，但走着走着看到队伍好长，然后就听到有akb的歌，再仔细的看排队的人身上都有akb的字眼的东西，才知道要排队，才快快的排回去刚才的地方。。。之后再看回前面。。。感觉上就已经有差不多一百个人了。。。

心想balia他们还说一点才来，那么他们肯定在后面到死，就立刻信息王子面叫他们过来，然后我出门没喝到水，加上我嘴唇爆了，干的很痛苦，就叫他们顺便帮我买水给我的。。。结果人就到了，就是水没到。。。还叫我忍着。。。还跟我说他们来的时候看到呆果她们走进去了。。。我当场悲剧。。。结果排阿排阿排到1点多队伍有前进的迹象，而我也看到有个店有买水，就跑进去买了支汽水来解渴先。。。

之后排队终于到我们前面的人进时说还要多一个人进，结果茶罐就走先了，对我们大家来说，他，已经是个叛徒了~说笑的~之后我看到工作人员有拿着个计算器（算人数或东西之类的，之前在飞机里面有看过空姐拿来算人的，所以知道。不知道是什么的人我很难跟你们解释），我就问她有多少个人进去了，她跟我说是126个了，也就是说茶罐是第126个了。。。我想着，我之前猜我前面有一百个人果然是没错的，因为之后也有很多很像 balia他们迟来插进去的。。。

进到去时实在是太兴奋了，妹子们的东西实在是多的眼花缭乱的。。。加上又多人。。。只好先看比较少人在的地方先。。。开始时是想买女王的簿子，写真和衣服的（第一次海外共演纪年衣），但想下，簿子实在是不值得买，之后才放回去。付钱后我们就赶着上去握手会，因为我们进去前都已经4点多了，握手会开始了。但悲剧的是茶罐买东西的收条不见了，不能握手，还好那里的工作人员给他进去再买过，不用排队。

上到去时已经很多人在围着外面一直拍照害我们找不到入口，还好之后找到就跑着进去，还没到我们时我们一直拍照，然后到我去握手时，我的头脑空白了。。。只是傻傻的跟某某某（对，她对我来说还是个某某某）握手一下，也不知道要说什么，只是跟着她说aligato，由于对她没兴趣，我很快的就去跟呆果握，跟她眼神交流时给她的大眼吓倒了，没想到真人比照片和节目大的多，跟她握了一下也是傻傻的跟她说aligato之后就跟喵握，到喵时看到她的制服好像很不合身的感觉。。。也是傻傻的说了aligato就走了。。。可能是我紧张吧。。。我一出去后我才回神，“哈？就酱完了的阿？？”

之后大家才打开看写真拿到谁的。。。我的悲剧的是第一个就是我相当不喜欢的小林，我就开始有点不好的预感了，结果一看，没有呆果。。。只有鳗鱼，夏希，近野，小林，喵。。。之后卡猪用苹果换我的夏希，我也算是有赚到啦，但之后我是卖回给推苹果的朋友。鳗鱼的我也卖给另一个DD了。。。

握手完之后大队就去吃burger king，当时有得坐下来我真的谢天谢地了，因为我没坐过下来查不多4，5个小时了，那时茶罐还是悲剧着，因为他一买完东西上到去就握手会就休息下。他就在那里等。吃完后，我才发现原来那里是没有洗手盆或厕所的，吃完后只好抹手而已。。。

吃完之后就回去找悲剧的茶罐他们，他们也很兴奋了，因为他们是第一个呆果她们握手。之后大家由于太累而没去接机而收队。。。

这些是我的战利品

15号
我一起身上fb看到悲剧王茶灌给我的留言，叫我1点到summerset mrt（附近的mrt），早了整个小时去浪费时间而且也要在个不好的地方等他。。。还好我没那么笨真的在那里等他~之后他来到就跟他吃麦当劳了。。。

基本上就直接用图片告诉大家吧。。。 这些是我到达时看到的情景，这些照片是12.30拍的。。。这是3点公演的队伍。。。

所以说，大马粉丝们，醒悟吧。。。下次看公演还敢迟来么？


我们2点多就开始排着队了，根本不理会这个牌了。。。

以下是官方店的门口。。。

以下就是公演的行程（从其他人的地方抄回来的）

歌曲列表
Overture
01 – Beginner
02 – ポニテルとシュシュ
03 – 言い訳maybe
MC 全體成員自我介紹
Unit曲開始
04 – 殘念少女
05 – 口移しのチョコレート
06 – 片思いの対角線
07 – 天國野郎
08 – 愛しきナターシャ
MC
09 – 会いたかった
10 – BINGO
11 – 大声ダイヤモンド
12 – 桜の木になろう
公佈以後公演的消息
ENCORE
13 – Heavy Rotation
14 – ひこうき云
MC萌乃吃螺絲
15 –誰かのために
謝幕~拍大合照


但要提的是很多场表演我都觉得呆果是center，而且heavy rotation比起优子真的是不带劲，没发啦~这就是我的呆果heavy rotation的风格~要优子那么带劲，去team k 找吧~别吐糟我的呆果~

公演结束后有个击掌会，那时有个朋友有带“神推卡”（就拿来表示你最喜欢那个的），而我就拿了呆果的，击掌时跟那些妹子们眼神交流时，脑袋空空的，击完就下一个，到呆果时也是给她看到那张卡以下就跟下一个击了。。。=。=白痴的我。。。


公演后，我们去吃东西前，2个色鬼去找“河西小姐”所以没拍到照，之后由我带队去搭mrt时走散3个基友（说真的，真的不知为何会走散的），然后mrt来了，里面太多人了，根本挤不进10几个人，所以就跟大家说分开进其他的列车的，怎知只有我,mitsuki,还有最壮的td跑着进到其他列车而已，其余的一个都不进，我完全的咋到。。。然后mitsuki就回家不跟我们吃，就我和td2人等其他的。。。然后就由所谓“会路”的balia带路去那妹子们常去的小食中心吃东西的，结果，领导无能，还是要问路才去到。而且还是看了地图还可以走到反方向~够力~

到了小食中心之后，我们一直有注意看有没有机会见到妹子们。。。可惜。。。果然是没运~

之后的，就是吃东西，一起搭mrt回家，搞笑的是王子面他们买完票后就跟大家说道别的话，但其实大家都是上同一班火车，我看着那个情景真的无言。。。一直听到“xxx，拜拜，下次一定要再一起来”之类的话。。。


之后这张是王子面卖给我的呆果照片（用了我15块新币，可以买多一套了。。。T.T）

额外的废话：
1.大马的荧光棒真的不给力，几个小时就是废棒一条，但我们买的公演荧光棒，包装上写可以发亮6-8个小时，但其实我的亮了超过24小时！有接近36个小时。。。当然5，6个小时后比不起一开始那么亮，但还是比我们大马的亮的多多声。。。
2.这是我16号看新加坡报纸看到的东西，不多解释。。。

基本上就是这样了。。。终于写完了。。。

May update~

Shit~ im damm lazy 2 update my blog~ used a bad word as da start of my blog~ lol~ i was plannin 2 update my blog bout a gatherin at Time Square wit some frens on 1st of may, but due to my laziness its finally here after 12 days.... >.<

On 1st of may, i went to ts for the gatherin wit some other Akb48 fans, i met wit 2 cute girls n 2 cool guys~ da 2 cute girls r abit suprisin cuz i nvr reli expect them 2 be so(mayb i was'nt expectin high~) as for da 2 guys, 1 of them is quite frenly while da other 1 is abit cooler than me, which is a korean pop fan oso~ whole day v onli did is eat, drink, shop, den copy some files~ but da total spendin tat day was over 100! T.T sum tong sei me... bought a keyboard skin+mouse rm25, starbucks rm13, unagi rice rm33(exp lk hell but hungry, no choice) n some other detail things~ dun rmb d~ haiy... its da result of dun writin it instatly after tat day...

Here r da pic of da 2 cute girls(P/s: i din purposely onli tk pic of da 2 girls, is jus tat tis r da epic moments tat i caught durin da tat day)

End of the gatherin story, den next is da epic sad case tat i encountered... which is i had came back 2 kl for 3 days jus 2 w8 for my stupid couse result which alot of ppl say tat their result can b view on9, in da end, there comes a notice says tat da result wil b release 3days later, which means i hav 2 rot here at kl for another few days, but in da end i choose 2 go back ipoh n came back for my results later. damm stupid college which cant even send da result 2 da students via email. tats 1 of da reason y im changin college.

Talkin bout changin college, im reli damm tired n restless due to da stress of it... i hav 2 find a new place 2 stay near bukit jalil which is near my new college, n i was expectin 2 start my classes on next week's 18th. thr r no cheap rooms for me which cause me a big headache... n i stil hav 2 find a person 2 tk my room when i move over. tis 3 things reli made me go crazy for past 2 weeks

And i have taken my results which is jus 2 distinctions and 2 merits, abit suprised wit da results oso but as long as its pass n i can go 2 my new college, im fine wit it~ but da stupid new college memang kurang belasah... b4 tis told us tat v can join da degree yrs 1 on 18th may, but after me n my fren went 2 register, he onli ask whether v wana apply for ptptn, if wan den hav 2 go for diploma yrs 2 which starts next month 9th june(which is 1 month away from now!) to get the cert which study da same things wit degree yrs 1 jus da dif is 2 months extra n 190pounds less~ waste my tm so long for ntg which i could act work for a month at padini! ~!@#$%^&*()_+ mk me need 2 rot for another month! >.<

Sometimes ppl made their choices with their instincts, nt wit their mind... n i did da same as well but although i feel bad bout it but i stil feel lk doin it... act a month ago... there is news sayin tat Akb wil b comin 2 singapore for performance, n al da fans r excited bout it n plan 2 go for it. at 1st i was excited as well but thinkin again bout da cost has stop me frm goin, but a week ago, when the admins announce which members r gona come over 2 perform, i was 2 damm happy til i lost my control~ 2 of my fav members r comin over 2 singapore which caused me 2 ask permision frm my parents 2 go for it. da concert is on 15th may, which is act oso my family day wit my bro n sis n my mom which v act promised month ago. tats oso a reason y i made da decision nt 2 go at 1st, cuz my sis is nt at singapore tat tm. after i ask permision frm my parents, they were lk, "oh, u wana go singapore 2 watch concert? hmm... how much is da flight 2 singapore cost? n bla bla bla" i was lk suprised, r u sure u wana let me go watch it? its costly u noe? but in da end im stil goin tis weekend~ luckily thr r extra tickets by other fans. but im da onli stupid person who act can go 2 singapore frm kl but instead hav 2 go back 2 ipoh 2 pack n tk my passport which in da end has caused me goin 2 singapore alone~ lol~ stupid me~ extra 2 hrs... =.=

I think tats it for now again~ quite a long paragraph for my singapore concert thing~ lol~

1 more week n its end of April

Without noticin, it is already 26th of april... its less than 6days before i go back for a gathering with some frens i meet at fb, which all of us have in common is... we all love Japanese Pop Idol Group AKB 48~ yup~ im gona meet some other fans which stays at kl n selangor. Its reli rare 2 have some ppl 2 lk japanese idol until da level tat every1 of them. Any1 would b havin bieber fever, but they wont collect items wit him on it, ppl would crazy over any star o artist o singer bcuz they r being promoted over the whole world, but AKB48 is different, n tat makes me n da rest of da ppl loved them so much...

Akb48 is jus a group of girls hu wish 2 b idols 5years ago, they join akb and the concept of the group is to let the fans to meet their idols everyday at their nearest theater, therefore they have 2 perform everynite....(their story is 2 long 2 b translate by me here, imagine tellin ur own story frm 5yrs ago until now) In conclusion, they have bcum Japanese pop idol al by their own effort, they r nt hardsell-ed lk bieber or even any nt famous singer. n their songs r reli meaningful n have some catchy lyrics.

Well, to you who are readin my blog, u might b wonderin wat m i talkin about n y i m talkin bout tis, well... da reason is obvious... im addicted 2 it... its tat simple... i have been watchin tv shows by them, concerts, n hearin their songs frm mornin 2 nite, tryin 2 learn their dance n most importantly, their drama! Majisuka Gakuen 2!(2nd drama acted by them, worth chasin the drama every week!)... well... almost everything bout them... Whoever can guess who i lk da most among da girls would b rewarded by me if u tel me~(u can guess da type of girls i lk 2~ but i think is quite impossible tat type of girl would b my gf~)

Although i might b a bit over obsessed over it, but act there is other things in my mind sometimes 2... well.... da 1st n most occuring thing would b "HER". nt any of the Akb girls, but is some1 hu is important 2 me in my life but has left me... da reason y "SHE" is always stil in my mind would bcuz tat i cant control my feelings n my thoughts... cuz of tis 2 idiot things of human has caused me 2 b mentally n physically disturb(well im nt sure how physically disturb, but im sure thr is somethin disturb~) i always tell myself tat its impossible 2 return to the point when things turn bad cuz of my fault, but my feelings is always tryin 2 tel me 2 stay at da point 2 w8 for things 2 return 2 da point, which seems imposible... oh well... forget bout wat i write here n wat u read~ jus crappin...


I always wonder who actually understands me da most includin my parents n my frens, n how many % do they understand me... the smile on my face might seems real(or fake, doesnt reli know how does it reflects in ppl's eye) but da sorrowness under the smile is nvr shown 2 ppl lk a shadow hidden away frm da sun... i might look lk im always cheered up n always teasin ppl, but da truth is i nvr ever tell ppl wat is reli hidden away in my heart, cuz i find it reli hard 2 share it out 2 some1 whom i reli trust n whom reli know me inside out. nt even "HER"... i dun think i could recall tellin her much of wat is hidden under my fake smile mask. but the mask is slowly shreddin itself due to the increasin sorrowness hidden under it... o mayb its cuz tat i dun trust ppl? well... i did trust "HER" before, n wat "SHE" said n da promises, but now its jus felt lk betrayal(but its nt betrayal la, complicated)

Well, i wil share 1 of the videos by the Akb48, the song title is Beginner, they hav 6 dif dance sequence lead by dif members of the group, n da lyrics are meaningfull, its bout tryin 2 b better than wat we r now, n our past is jus 2 gather exp for da future(somethin lk tat, im nt gud at explainin, try n find da lyrics urself~)


3rd post of da month, ends here~ Vincent signin off 2 sleep~

Boring weekend at kl~

Its a damm boring weekend thanks 2 my parents... i was supposed 2 b searchin for my new place 2 rent, but end up hav 2 find acompany onli i can go n seacrh for it... n i end up waitin for rick which is onli free on tues, n im already at kl since fri... n its onli sat( or is it sun? have been in da room til dono which day is it...) luckily i borrow psp frm hui han 2 play my 1/48 akb~ must complete da whole game b4 i leave!!!

without noticin, its almost da mid of da month, i b4 tis i said b4 it would b a boring month, but after tat i notice somethin, tat is majisuka gakuen 2 is comin out on da 15th~ majisuka?(r u serious?)



Anyway~ hope tat i can get a new nice cheap place 2 stay if i move 2 APIT~ breaking da infinity~ bb~ tats it for now~ busyin playin 1/48 akb~ hehe...

April: Prequel of my Degree life

As written as above, im writtin tis blog as a start of preparin for my degree life... Da reason y im writtin tis blog? Hmm... Jus suddenly felt lk writting down da footsteps of my life... Althought its already 18yrs pass without writting it down~

Act i should b writtin tis since 3days ago as its da start of da month... But well~ Im a god-gifted with a gud lazy attitude~

3days ago it was da most anticipated day of da yrs for me~ APRIL FOOL~ Wee~ Mayb its cuz of im rottin at home lk a nerd, tats y i was'nt pranked by ANYONE, well except for ONE, nt ANYONE, is a THING. Tats my stupid laptop... Suddenly in da mornin tak boleh surf fb onli... All other website no prob at all... Hp oso stil can surf fb... Scared til i almost go crazy... Tat tm i onli pranked 3 ppl puttin them as my "sister" in fb, tats all, n i thought tats da karma for it... Luckily after 3 hrs its ok already... But at nite i go n spam at some frens wall... wakaka... but unfortunately i forget 2 spam at few of da best victim... "beast", "L.G.P" n few other of their frens... haha...

Although tis prequel seems 2 b a boring 1... But its also a seqeul of my life... N i dun wana mk it a boring n useless 1... But i stil doin ntg at home except rottin in front of da laptop...

So from now on i will write things tat r important 2 myself at tis blog for me 2 c in da future~ mayb it can help me out when i nid 2 publish a book about myself in da future~ haha... jokin onli~

I guess tats it for 2day~ Hope tat tml wil b a better day~